i accidentally burnt my leg cos' i touched wayne's toopid bike's exhaust pipe! i'm so fucking angry with myself!! i mean i was totally being nice to go accompany him when first: i'm tired from shopping the whole day with joce; second: i'm uncomfortable meeting him alone; but whoever up there had to do this to me. just told my father and he was soo angry he went like"who did this to u!!" "who's bike??" and i had to lie that it was a random bike on the streets. then i saw my father's scar (ya, he was as stupid as me to place his leg beside the exhaust pipe) and boy, was it ugly. rah!!! am angryangryangryangryangryangry!! but who can i blame but myself? now it hurts, it's ugly and i have to bathe with a plastic bag wrapping my leg and it's bloody troublesome!!! and i'm kinda angry with wayne cos' i'm the THIRD person who kana the exhaust pipe!! i mean, why don't he warn me in the first place!!!!!!!!!! rah this sucks man, spoil my perfect holiday!!!

hope today will be better after meeting my boy and 2a peepes at night to watch the star awards! haa, sounds corny to watch the star awards tog but i haven't watch it in like 2 or 3 years?

shopping with joce was quite bad cos' we ended spending money on food and things we didn't plan to buy. haa, but we finally got our heels which we don't really like but can make do with cos' it's cheap!!

hais after letting all out i feel much better! (: after publishing this post eleen will be a happy and nice person and not scold bad words or bitch about people she care for. eleen shall put the past behind her and blame no one but herself cos' it's indeed hers and no one's fault (:

and i'm sorry i went ahead when i kinda know that you won't like it.. *sqqquuuueeezzzeee*